SUSIE; Suz, Susan if you're nasty. Serial monogamist. I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me. You don't know the meaning of the word 'bitch' until you've met me. 2006 changed my life. I've taken out my piercings, I've ditched the black hair, I don't care about your band & I'm not going to try to impress any of you anymore.
My poems mean a lot to me. Slag them off if it makes you feel better.!
I had my baby boy, Joseph, on the 23rd March, 2007. Throughout my pregnancy I craved the smell of ASDA mint & avocado washing up liquid, and chewing household sponges; but now that's all gone. I sometimes wonder what the Hell I was doing with my life before I had Joseph. It all seems so long ago. Labour was the most difficult thing my body has ever had to cope with. I can only compare it to someone holding a pair of hot GHDs to your twat and then forcing a basketball in there, too. And repeating said torture for multiple hours. Sounds nasty, but I'd do it all again in an isntant for my little boy. I always never contradict myself. I'll keep my secrets from you, because you will make them look ugly. I like the music that I like. I don't believe that the music genre[s] that you listen to should determine what kind of person and who your friends are. I enjoy going to gigs, but to be honest, it doesn't happen that much anymore - and I've already seen all of the bands I'd like to see. Piercings are brilliant, as are radical haircuts. I'm a soap addict, Corrie being my favourite. I'm always there for my friends, and always forgive them - even when they've been twats to me.
I'm honestly not vain, and I never think I'm pretty, but when stupid and immature little girls get all stroppy and kick off at me for talking to their boyfriends, it makes me question that. I mean, if I'm 'nothing special', why get so worked up when he sends me a text? Nothing you can do to me will hurt me anymore.
At the end of the day, if you can't be true to yourself - why are you here?
I'm sick of the lies, pretence & bullshit.
Take it from me; you will find out who your friends are.
TBH; I hope you all get genital warts. Good afternoon, good evening and goodnight.
"Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive."